no fear.

Ok, so let me start out by saying that I don't think I am scared of my madre anymore. And here is why: I saw her wearing normal clothes today. Usually, she is always wearing either a dress that could pass as a nightgown or a big, ill-fitting muu-muu. And today, she was wearing a pant-suit kind of thing and had her hair done and looked nice. I was just so impressed. And... with that feeling of being impressed came a lack of any fear. It was the best feeling in the world. But it was slightly counteracted by the curcumstances. I say this because I was awakened twice this morning before my alarm. The first time, the annoying buzz thing that lets people into the building went off at like 7:45. It was the daughter. And of course, she had her precious little baby in tow. Now, let me say that I actually like the child between the hours of 11AM and 11PM. Anytime before or after that, the unceasing cries coming from my madre's room make me want to pull a Van Gogh so I don't have to bear it anymore. So, of course, the baby cries for the next hour and a half, preventing me from truly getting any more sleep. But, at 9, the cleaning lady shows up. I wanted to put a freakin DO NOT DISTURB sign on my door, but she just chatted away into her little Blackberry earpiece in a rapid form of the Spanish language that I can't even BEGIN to try and understand at 9 in the morning. So, I finally just gave in and pulled myself out of bed. I walked to the shower, only to awkwardly pass the cleaning lady in my underwear. Cool. Oh, and I didn't go out last night because the lady at the freakin phone store didn't actually put the 50 Euros that I gave her onto my phone, so I have no minutes to call anyone. So, being really cool, I sat in my room reading a Spanish version of The Hobbitt, and waiting for someone to call me. But apparently by 11 PM, everyone was too drunk to call. And Evan was asleep. Now, I have to go get money on my phone, buy train tickets to Madrid, and find a gym. And then do homework. But, I am in Spain, so... yeah. Oh, and freakin iTunes Music Store isn't working right now and I think I am going to scream in the middle of the library if it doesn't show me the new freakin music for the week soon. That's all.